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22/11/10
I will not let this rule me, no,
I will not let this ruin me, no,
I cannot afford to let this run the wheels
up inside my head, it’s not like I’m not
crazy enough without him in my soul,
I’ve done more than enough damage there,

I cannot let this be the underlie,
I promise I will not fold,
I cannot let this fill the last lines
of my report.

I will fight through this, yes,
I will rip through this, yes,
I will hold up my head as often as I
can to keep those wheels so very even,
I might be crazy but at least I’m alive,
I’ve done so much damage inside,

But at least I’m willing to repair it all,

I cannot let this be the underlie,
I promise I will not fold,
I cannot let this fill the last lines
of my report.

I promise I will be alive for as long
as God allows and my life
will only be ended at His hand and no-one elses,
I promise I will be alive long enough
that my report can say
cause of death; old age.

I promise I will not fold though I may remain insane,
I won’t be doomed, you see I’ve this strength
I’ve been hiding inside and I didn’t even know,
It just took all of this pain to ignite,
And now I’m standing, fists up,
I’ve been training and I’m ready to fight.