19/7/11
I used to get so uncomfortable hearing my own footsteps,
Thinking I was on the path to – I wasn’t on a path at all,
I used to stare at the clock and flinch at the calendar,
But now I live for the times the light shines,
Right here, right now, when my mind finally feels fine,

I used to walk around with the world on my shoulders,
Taking blame for the things I had no hand in at all,
I used to fear the clock and cry about the calendar,
But now I live for the times the light shines,
Right here, right, I feel better than fine,

And I don’t care if it’s just another high
because it’s natural and I feel good, so good,
And I don’t care if this moment has a limit,
because it’s natural and I feel good, so good,

I used to crawl around on the floor just searching
for my entrance to Hell, I knew where I was headed,
Then one day I decided to stand and scale the walls
for the light, I’d spend days just searching
and sometimes I’d lay down and stare at the surrounding dark,
But I always got back up and I finally found the dimmer,

It’s still far from perfect but I finally feel worth it,
I live for the times the light shines,
Right here, right now, where I feel better than fine,
I live for the times the light shines,
I push through the dark because I know it always ends,
And right now, right here, I’m better than fine.