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26/5/11
I’m rushing out, I’m falling down,
What’s new here at this place anyway?
You’re asking, I’m lying, what’s new?
I’m bursting at the seams with the truth
that I just won’t spill to anyone,

Oh how my gut hurts and how you wish you were the first
but you’re not and you won’t be the last trying to dig up my past,
Oh how I wish I could change this and just find your,
just find your heart inside your arms.

I’m crashing down, I’m folding out,
What’s new here at this headspace anyway?
You’re crying at my obvious lying again,
I’m bursting at the seams with secrets
That I just won’t spill to anyone,

Oh god how my gut hurts and how you wish you were the first
but you’re not and you won’t be the last trying to dig up my past,
Oh how I wish I could change this and just find your,
just find your heart inside your arms.

I’m just giving in, I’m not the only one
beyond believing, my lies are getting ridiculous now,
You’re getting to know me and my eyes give me away,
That’s what you always say, at night when I get home,
That’s what you always say, I wish I were alone,
And I’m just giving in, I’m past believing,

Oh god, how my gut hurts and how you wish you were the first
but you’re not and you won’t be the last trying to dig up my past,
Oh how I wish I could change this and just find your,
just find peace inside your arms,

Once I laid there and I thought perfection, at last, perfection
erase my past but the bliss didn’t last and that’s when the lies start,
Once I laid there and I thought perfection, at last perfection
could erase my past but the bliss didn’t last and that’s where we start
to fall apart like all my flimsy excuses to where have I been
you know just where I’ve been and just what I’ve been doing,
And I thought I could outrun my past but my legs and lies didn’t last,

Oh god, how my gut hurts and how you wish you were the first
but you’re not and you won’t be the last trying to dig up my past,
Oh how I wish I could change this and just find your,
just find your heart inside your arms,

You’re reaching – it’s at a stretch now – and I’m scared to take that hand,
And you’re caring and I’ve never been more scared and I,
You’re reaching – it’s desperation now – and I’m scared to take that hand,
And you’re caring is really scaring me and I,

I cannot run away from this one more day – my legs are giving way,
And I was so stupid, you were always there to,
I cannot run away from this one more day as my legs give way,
I was so stupid, you were always there to catch me.